Today would have been Jill’s 40th birthday.

Years ago, if you would have asked me what I would be doing on December 20, 2013, I would have said something like, “blowing up black balloons,” or “making last-minute preparations for a surprise party.” I’d like to think that I would have thrown her the best “over the hill” party ever with plenty of embarrassing pictures and videos from her youth.
Of course, knowing Jill, she would have gracefully taken it all in stride.

I can imagine her refusing to be the center of attention, and instead, serving cake and punch to the guests. Somehow, even at her own party, she would have become the hostess by making everyone else comfortable. It was one of her many gifts.

Days like today bring back a myriad of memories. Typically, the more sweet the memory, the more painful the remembering. It’s a difficult paradox that has no earthly solution.

That’s why today, I choose to look forward to another celebration -one that will not have a change of plans.

On that day, all those who have placed faith in Christ will be reunited with Him -And I plan to enjoy that celebration with Jill!

Happy Birthday, Baby. I love you more than ever.

Scott